Wow its been long since i blogged. I'm thinking of vlogging instead.

Haha how awesome would it be if i vlogged shaycarl style? XD
Anyway, I'm really hoping i dont do this, XD, throughout the convo becauise i noticed i have been posting that all over facebook. And is it just me or is the facebook-youtube craze going a bit out of hand? haha who cares, I'm probably one of the supporters of the craze anyway!

And yay i have my camera so i can start getting pictures to put up here but I sort of stepped on my charger, with a chair, and it broke. WHO KNEW A CHARGER COSTS $150!! Sadrina says I could buy a Polaroid Camera with that money, but i shall use it for the charger anyways.

Anyway Blog.
I havent been keeping my promise these past few weeks.
Havent ran since i sprained my toe.
Havent studied since drama rehearsals started.
Have been enjoying life though :D

Went for Singapore Idol finals yesterday and i touched faisal's hand ♥
Although I did touch FARHAN's, Joakim's, sezairi's and paul twohill's hands too.
I think the highlight was SO faisal's hand haha.
I think i went crazy after that.
Haha freaked the guys out although the girls were a bit more sympathetic.

Thanks Faizul for the tickets.
Thanks sezairi's cousin for giving faizul the tickets!

Haha. I'm trying to buy the sezairi shirt sadrina and I saw so much
(cant get a pic to post here though) anyone want one too?
Oh have i mentioned I moshed with sadrina last night? XD

And if anyone is wondering, I think sezairi is cuter in real life and farhan is hotter on TV!
but faisal...♥♥♥


oh i voted for sezairi even though i told faizul he cant sing as well as Sylvia, because he blew me away with the final song. I mean sylvia looked gorgeous in those dresses. But I dont know. Sezairi looked at the audience a lot more and acknowledged us more so yay for Sezairi.

And all those hate blogs I've seen about how sezairi is a MALAY GUY.
I mean come on. Maybe people voted for Hady Mirza for that reason. But do you people criticising even watch the show? Sezairi sounded really god darn amazing for virtual insanity and that final song he sang too was impressive. I think you're all just non-conformists who dont do a thing bout what you see to be a problem. Just criticizing and identifying that problem.

Why didn't you vote for Sylvia if were so against a malay guy idol?
And if you did. I'm sorry your votes weren't enough because I think Sylvia is an awesome performer too. So she probably did deserve a few votes from me.

Overall, congrats Sezairi, goodbye night life.
I am probably never going to be allowed out later than 8.
And you know I am grounded yet I was allowed out yesterday. That's cos i negotiated with my dad. And the term's are that i am never (til graduation night) going to go out later than 8.30.

Awesome huh?
Or as Sadrina who didnt touch/ hold on to Paul twohill's hand would say; Awesome Possum!

This proves you can be a lawyer, and still very fashionable :D




Even so, this post exists because... well, I've been having doubts about becoming a lawyer. I don't know. Everyone's like, law itself is very demanding. Stressing and like. There WILL be times when you have to compromise your morals and stuff like that. And my family lawyer was like, "Just work hard", when my mom mentioned that I wanted to become a lawyer. haha so....

okay.

I mean other than law, lots of things captures my interest. So... why not do that.
I dont know. Shouldn't beat myself up to chose now.

But i want something ; where I help people, I do a good job and I get to meet all sorts of people.
But the amazing thing bout law is, I feel good when standing up for others and i think lawyers look cool.

:D a bit lame.

I love surrounding myself with pretty things, and yesterday i realized i'd pay quite a lot for something pretty.

I am dying for more pretty things now that i know of the existence of "Desigual" at Marina Square~!

http://www.desigual.com/#/woman/

haha its a spanish brand and how awesome is it thatits spanish.
As most of you might already know. I want to marry a spanish guy. So like haha maybe i can marry the designer. Haha joking but hey its quite a good idea. Like, he'll be rich. And i'll be married to a genius.

okay maybei'm going a bit overboard but still.

yeah so just check it out. Its DAMN COOL!
haha but also damn expensive. Ooops. Did i say damn?
hehe yeah.
♥

Well, my house is a mess.
Mainly because everyone is getting ready to leave.
The San Francisco trip i was supposed to be a part of is in about a week. And yesterday during the Hari raya celebrations, no one seemed to be subtle about their excitement... oh gosh.
anyway.
My bro is heading for camp in Malaysia while my parents are like going to some wedding in god knows which country.

yup so everyone's screaming.
On the plus side. With my parents gone i will be allowed to use the com as long as i want.
And go out! and ... stuff.
so yay.
I have their permission to use the com as long as i want cos i finished all of my homework!
YAY!

I have watched ANTM for around 2-3hours now.

HEARTS TYRA.

oh and even more on the up side!!!
haha nurin, nadirah & sisters, atiqah, qazimah, nisrina all like my hair! YAY!

OH YA! HAPPY BABY SHOWER TO MY AWESOME NIECE, same name ppl. same name.
oh did i mention she is just SO pretty!

p.s. love zahrah
(the pic is of Chanel Iman. She is so cute!)

MY NEW HAIR!

the chemical smell gave my lil bro a headache.
but constantly having the fan in my face is giving ME a headache.
apparently i'm not allowed to sweat. neither am i allowed to bathe.. my hair.
ya. i wonder how i'm gg to go religious school this sunday.

anyway
Here's a pic :D
sorry for the strange smile and eyebags. :D


oh nadirah thinks i looks like miranda cosgrove!

haha

are you shocked i have no pics up of taylor??
i mean. I LOVED HIM BEFORE ALL OF YOU!
and yeah.

but no. i do not want to share special pictures i've found with him.
i dont need more ppl to want to be his wife.
He's mine!

haha how obsessed do i sound?

and for those who already love him. congrats on finding happiness.

(p.s. i cant even stand cassie thomson's vid. so jealous she got to work with him! thanks qaz for making it your blog song D:)

I forgot i was supposed to be at someone's house today!
sorry someone.
haha purposely not saying the name. wink wink.
haha no, i'm not in some secret scandal but haha i bet the mystery is overwhelming.

sorry i'm so lame.
did you guys watch the My Name is Earl Episode. i caught a glimpse on my way to my room from the kitchen. And there was this one-legged woman holding a rifle.
yeah. random but she is a classic example of when you do not say the word lame when the director puts her in a lame scene.

hmm. get it?

Anyway, talking about not being allowed to watch TV...
I'm actually allowed 1hour of 1 activity i'm grounded from. For example.

Tuesday - 1 hour of TV so i can watch biggest loser asia♥

other than that see if i feel like using the com or the phone.
altho the phone is like... according to my promise, i will only use it to talk bout studies.
And i'm sorry. I've been rather lineant with myself.
So i have talked for pleasure.
sorry.

i won't do it anymore!

and then i didnt run for 4 days already.
so. I decided to increaseit to 2km everyday as a consequence.

Awesome right darlings?
And i made a new personal record today.
I managed to not visit Forever21.com for 2 DAYS!

hehe ♥
P/S beyonce released a new video.
called lost yo mind.
i like some of the lyrics.
check it out.

still in love with russian roulette more than anything, zahrah.

i also love hot mess by cobra starship which ruth lee introduced to me.

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Being grounded is awesome.
I've developed a new love for reading!
(I thank siti sarah for introducing me to the time killer=)

okay. not really.
I'm more in love with the thought of reading rather than reading itself.
Just like how i'm in love with being in sports rather than sports itself.
I dont know how to explain to all those out there who think i'm speaking bull.

but yeah.

Being grounded also allowed me to catch up on my old magazines.
:D
i realised a lot of the stuff i buy i dont read.
And i think i'm going to subscribe to teen vogue!
especially since their giving a free taylor lautner poster for new subscribers.

TAYLOR LAUTNER!
OMG! i get so jealous when i my friends obsess over him!
I WAS HERE FIRST!

SHIT MAN!
Taylor lautner is just amazing.
when you look at him, you just feel like you cannot breathe.
its like, you want the moment to stay still.
you dont want to look away.

i dont know.
i love taylor lautner.

maybe i'm talking this way because of the chick flicks i've been reading.
READ THIS> What would Emma do? by Eileen Cook

okay. Then. I love being grounded.
Thank you parents?

yeah. I guess there is a silver lining to everything.
Even though i have no idea what that means >.<

Have fun babes, zahrah

its that time of the month again huh.

btw. i'm not using without permission therefore i'm still keeping to my promise :D

Well, it was 2 years ago and i can proudly say i'm over it.
I KNOW THIS FOR SURE:D

When I walk in the room every head turns
Every eye is on me
ToO bad you're not here to see it
And by the time you get this
I'll be so long gone and far
I'll send you a postcard
Aha I'll send you a postcard

ZARA:D I eat when i'm depressed
I cry when i'm stressed
I dont talk when i'm scared
I dont eat when i miss someone
I slap myself and take deep breaths when i'm tired
I make kissy noises and study when i'm bored
I run when i'm distracted
I touch everything around me when i'm "in love"
I slouch or stare blankly when i'm confused
I look at the ceiling when i'm trying to figure something out

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